I was thinking on my evening drive, whilst being distracted by the bright streetlights and water raining down onto my windshield,
Imagine... if every body and everything around you... the entire world and everyone in it, we entirely a creation of your mind. This is age old, cliche, and e veryone has had some kind of "what if everyone else is a robot" type though I KNOW, but entertain me
So, further imagine that if everyone who was a "figment of your imagination" had a conciousness, and as a result, a desire to live/exist. The only reason you would have any friends, is becuase these particular characters your mind has dubbed "friends" or "close" would only maintain this assigned status with you because they WANT to live, if that was to faulter, or you were to go your seperate way, then their "role" in the story of your life would be over, and as a result, they would eventually cease to exist. Yep,
As, this hardly deep, and ridiculous concept has probably cued any reader on to, I'm tired, exhausted even. Not just physically, actually, possibly least of all physically. Just over all i feel drained, possibly the weather? Possibly even just today, who knows, none the less, it's a weird mellow that i'm not sure wether or not i like it, or hate it.
In other news, I find that gossipy girls in college who need to grow up past their grade 10 bickerings are irritating, especially when their gossip fills the halls around you so you can't study your philosphy text and are forced to hear about "OMG, did you HEAR what happened at this partty? omg I know! I was sooo omg like totally drunk omg I was like 'haha i'm sooo drunk kiss me' then i was like &*%@ and @#&* to her &@@% face, that &#@%"
Hardly charming.
1 comment:
This blog is completely deep, you just don't realize it. You pretty much summed up Social Psychologist Earnest Beckers entire study on humans. If you are actually at all interested on what he had to say, let me know. I've read through his studies more than once for Psychology classes. It's actually pretty interesting stuff, and your random babbling's are actual true, that we as young adults rely on those around us for verification of existence. But enough of that for now.
hahahaha. Oh gossipy girls. Come to a city where no one knows anyone, and there is a whole lot less of this. There is no "high school" aspect of anything here. It's awesome. Nooooo drama. :D (the bad kind of drama that is.)
so yeah. that is all. Miss you! Don't wear yourself out! Get sleep, lots of it! yay for sleep!
-Amanda
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